An Apology

I want to apologize publicly to my wife.

I’ve indicated here that some things were done which don’t seem to make much sense to the average onlooker. I’ve made it sound as though I didn’t deserve the treatment I received. That would be misleading.

My wife has her hands full with me. To say anything different would be deceiving to everyone. She honestly wants to save our relationship and I have pushed her to take desperate measures toward that goal. She truly is a good person at heart. And she does what she does because I am a hard person to convince on pretty much everything.

Contrary to popular opinion, I am not perfect. Occasionally, I can be a real ass. It's true!

My wife has been upset with me for quite a while and I want to make clear that I believe she is justified in feeling that way. I have stated that we both made mistakes. I am becoming aware that it may be more my fault than I previously thought.

So I have placed this statement on my site without my wife’s knowledge or persuasion. This is my own doing. She is not the bad person here. She is not intentionally trying to harm me. I am the type of person who needs to be hit in the head to see the truth, most of the time.

And my wife was simply hitting me in the head because I needed it.

Again.

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To my wife,

I am sorry for way too many things.
And I'll do better from this point on.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
I will prove that I deserve it.
Every day.

Tramp